i made a writing portfolio a few weeks ago btw!
i’m going to really try to take writing more seriously this year.
Month: February 2021
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monday – 02.01.21
i’m continuing to have dreams that are more vivid than usual and i’m not mad about it.
a couple of nights ago, i dreamt that i was in montreal with my family, but for some reason i was separated from them, wandering the mcgill ghetto late at night on my own. i think i was starting to make my way back to the air bnb where we were staying, but i ran into old friends as they were stumbling out of a house.
it was a pack of cute francophones i met in university and they drunkenly waved me over and asked if i wanted to walk with them. there was one particularly cute guy there (who i will not name even though i want to for posterity’s sake), so i said yes, even though the direction they were going in was out of my way and it was going to take longer for me to eventually get back to my family.
i walked with the cute guy side by side on the sidewalk, trailing a little bit behind the rest of the group, and it was actually really pleasant. when i woke up, i looked him up on facebook and he was still cute, and i briefly wondered what it would’ve been like if we had dated. i thought about messaging him and letting him know he showed up in my dream but i didn’t.
maybe next time i will.
maybe we’ll meet again, years from now, and i’ll be able to tell him in person.