dirty little whirlwind, i'm pinned to the heart of your swirl.

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tentative relief.

it’s that time of year again and i think i’m finally starting to get into the swing of things; university application season’s rolling around full force, and if i was nervous before, i’m not anymore.

we had a grad meeting at our school for university stuff and they gave out this book of ontario universities and their requirements for enrolment. i didn’t really get a good look at it until i got home, but when i did, i swear a huge sigh of relief just gusted out of me.

like, all tension left my body and i kind of just flopped over and RELAXED. i was so worried because my performance last year was sub-par, to put it kindly.

but about 90% of the required averages were below 85% and the vast majority of those ranged from 70%-80%, and with the translation of IB marks to OSSD marks, getting that should be a synch.

i kind of feel like having a party now.

all i have to do is get my extra-curriculars down pat and i’m good to go.

all this university-centered thought has gotten me really excited. i was walking home from mary’s tonight and bolts of electricity just kept shooting up my spine. i kept picturing myself in a different city, meeting all these new different people; scenarios just kept playing on loop in my head: me at a party, me at a my first class, etc. etc.

by this time next year, i’ll have made it, and i really can’t wait.


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