how much am i supposed to tolerate just because you’re my friend?
at what point am i supposed to draw the line?
all i know is when someone looks at me with a kind of stinging pity in their eyes – with a kind of ‘why do you let them treat you this way’ look – i feel ever so slightly humiliated.
and maybe i shouldn’t.
maybe i’m just being sensitive (again).
but i don’t let other people talk to me the way you talk to me, and i know it’s all just fun and games and it’s just how you communicate and i should take it with a grain of salt –
but it’s that look.
i don’t like it.
not one bit.
all i know is how i feel, and i’ve always gone with my gut.