i had a talk with booboo today and it was so nice and so relieving and now i don’t feel anxious at all.
sometimes shit might seem petty and unreasonable, but i really think that if something is making you feel bad, you have to bring it up and clear the air. keeping it all in just allows it to accumulate and become so toxic that it swiftly and irrevocably destroys.
talking may seem daunting, but it’s always better than harbouring so much resentment, anxiety and insecurity that you burst and lose something worth saving. in the long run, the simple act of talking – communicating – might just save something beautiful.
it’s so nice to be with someone i actually want to be with and who wants to be with me.
he’s coming to visit soon and i’m excited!!