i went to the immersive van gogh exhibit at the waterfront in toronto by myself today.
the last time i went to an exhibit on my own was when i saw the basquiat exhibit at the AGO, which i remember being a great time.
i often like going to these things solo because it gives me a chance to experience them thoughtfully and quietly – an opportunity to really lose myself without the distraction of company – but this time i think it would’ve been nice to have someone to stand next to and take it all in with.
also, i’ve been feeling a bit lethargic and groggy lately, plagued by persistent and chronic fatigue that just won’t seem to let up, and yes, maybe it’s because my sleeping habits have been disastrous lately – what with the all the late nights spent playing video games at my parents’ place on the weekends and my inability to properly readjust – but i feel like i’m also starting to get a little bit sick, which is pretty alarming in the current global health climate.
there’s a stubborn tickle in my throat, and sometimes i have a slight cough, so i feel like i should try my best to stay away from people again.
maybe it’s time to not leave my apartment at all for 3 weeks at a time.
maybe i’ll go across the street and get tested for covid tomorrow.