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sunday – 01.03.21

i’m finally at my apartment after having spent the better part of the last two weeks at my parents’ place.

i have to start work again tomorrow, but i feel pretty energized so it should be okay. i’m actually excited about the account i’m working on, which is nice. things seem to be going well so i’m hoping for continued success in the new year.

i’m also going to go back to the old habits i’ve been trying to maintain over the past few months – reading, writing and meditating a little bit every day, working out a little bit ever week day, the usual.

my eating and exercise habits really plummeted over my vacation, but i knew that was going to happen and gave myself a pass for it. hopefully it’ll be easy to get back into the swing of things tomorrow.

i feel like it’ll be harder to break certain bad habits while i’m all by myself in the apartment. there’s nobody here to watch me or hold me accountable for things. temptation lurks around every corner when there’s nobody else around, but i’m just going to have to be that much stronger for it.

i’m pretty optimistic about this year. i’m hoping for good and lasting change.

i bought an agenda and some pens today. i want to start making to do lists. i’ve also been playing with the idea of finding a way to build a sense of community and belonging between people. there are so many things that i’m tired of, and i’m sure i’m not the only person grappling with these questions and coping with common frustrations.

it’ll take some planning and some coordination, but maybe there’s a way to find a common thread and bring people together.


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