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monday – 01.04.21

i didn’t sleep at all last night.

i think it was because i was readjusting not only to a normal sleep schedule, but also to being back in my apartment on my own after so long away.

one hour kept rolling into the next until i saw cold, blue daylight creeping in through the window and i checked my phone and it was somehow 7:30AM.

i spent all of today feeling groggy and mildly sick, as if i was always just a little bit drunk or a little bit hungover the whole time.

work was manageable, but more difficult than normal, and i’ve spent the last few hours lying in bed, waiting for my laundry to dry and for it to be an appropriate time to let myself sleep and reset my sleep cycle.

i’m hoping to get a really good night’s sleep tonight so i can be well-rested and over-productive tomorrow.

my drier is beeping and letting me know that the laundry is done drying.

i’m going to go fold all of it – a more daunting task than it has any right being – and finally go to bed.

wish me luck.


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