dan black (ft. kid cudi) – symphonies
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snagged this nifty blazer at black market this afternoon.
i think i’m going to bring it with me to england.
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bon iver – blood bank
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hearts and stars don’t make you artistic.
writing phrases on your hand doesn’t make you artistic.
blurry polaroids don’t make you artistic.
heartache and pining don’t make you artistic.why do people try so hard?
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first impressions.

so i was waiting for a couple of friends outside their school today when i was approached by, for lack of a better term, a gangster; with the baggy clothes, the swagger and everything. this guy was full-fledged frightening to someone like me. you have to understand, someone as feeble as myself gets intimidated pretty easily.
so my eyes darted back to my copy of plato’s republic to avoid making eye contact, but i could hear his footsteps getting closer and closer. i thought he was going to start a scene, maybe even rough me up a bit, and i was in the process of mentally preparing myself when he leaned over beside me and placed a dirty blue cloth on the ledge where i was sitting.
“i’ll be right back,” he said before darting off.
at first i was, like, ‘wtf?’ but then i turned to look at the random blue cloth he’d left behind and noticed that laying on top of it was a tiny baby bird.
when he came back, he explained to me how he’d found it laying helplessly on the sidewalk and couldn’t bear to leave it alone like that.
“imagine if it got stepped on,” he’d said to me, “it would be devastating.”
and then my heart melted and i felt all fuzzy inside. it was such a strange sight to see this huge guy huddled over a tiny bird, caressing it gently while looking into it’s eyes. he told me he didn’t know what to do with it, but he’d make sure it was alright. he said he’d even take it home and care for it if he had to (although he didn’t have any idea what baby birds eat).
it was kind of trippy. and he kept referring to it as a ‘nigga,’ which made me laugh.
“if it was grown up, i wouldn’t give a fuck,” he explained, “but nigga’s just a baby.”
the whole situation made me re-evaluate my first impressions of people and how i judge them. it gave me something to think about. this big, seemingly scary guy proved to have a heart of gold (at least when it came to wounded baby birds).
it was like something pulled straight out of a movie.
and it definitely made my day.
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tidbit #6
i like to make silly acronyms for things:
e.g. L.U.B.E. (the Lesbian Union for Beneficial Equality)
and operation S.A.D. (Seduce And Destroy).
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IGGY.

i am ecstatic. ecstatic and excited.
i have something to look forward to this summer; i’ve once again been accepted into IGGY’s (the international gateway for gifted youth) summer program at warwick university, which means i’m heading for england this coming august.
last year was amazing and i am so jazzed about meeting brand new people, reuniting with old friends and just being in england again. i am fervently intent on forming beautiful new memories to store away and revisit to make me smile.
this time, i’ll remember to bring an outlet adapter so that i’ll actually be able to charge my camera and take tons and tons of photos.
also, this time i’m a junior mentor for performance and myth; i’m looking forward to bossing all the little kiddies around. benevolent dictator, anyone?
hopefully i can stay at a friend’s place for an extra week after the program’s over. should i book my trip for an extra week just in case, or would that be counting eggs before they hatch? it would suck to be stranded in england with nowhere to go for an entire week.
shucks, who am i kidding?
i’d love it.
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i watched this movie yesterday and genuinely loved it. it’s probably one of the best movies i’ve seen all year (the trailer definitely didn’t do it justice).
unfortunately, i watched it online and the audio was off during arguably the best scene, so i guess i’ll have to re-watch it in theaters (what a shame).
hit-girl was by far my favourite character. she was kick-ass. i kind of wish my parents trained me so i could be an eleven-year-old assassin boy wonder. i mean, how fun would that be?
and her rescue scene was by far my favourite in the whole film. the lighting, the cinematography, the pacing, the music; it was executed perfectly. it got everything right and it made me feel…i don’t know how it made me feel. epic? i can’t really think of any other word. vindicated? satisfied? uplifted? it was a prime example of how a film can strike all the right emotional chords. it was one of the most brilliant moments in film i have ever seen.
i don’t know, but i got riled up and there was justice in it. that one scene was wonderful, brutal, sad; beautiful.
if ever i have a child, i’m training it to be a highly lethal assassin.

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wish i stayed – ellie goulding
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this is me listening to nevershoutnever.
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the trotsky.

everybody go watch this movie. it was actually amazing.
there was a point where it became more of a PSA than a film, but for the most part, it was charming, witty and fun to watch (although the romance with alexandra, albeit adorable during the film, strikes me as really strange in retrospect).
i mean, okay, it’s kind of a geeky film, but whatever; leon’s endearing geekiness more than made up for it. i was rooting for him the entire time. FIGHT THE POWER.
this movie actually made me want to do something, not that i’m going to take my principal hostage any time soon.
but now i feel like protesting for anything. and while watching the previews before the movie even started, i realized that my true dream in life is to one day be a lesbian teacher-contortionist who drives a car.
viva la revolution!
“…and his…demonic concubine…”

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i found this pair of discarded shoes on my way home from school today.
it made me think of missing children.
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maps – yeah yeah yeahs.
